The quiet click of the chain
as I fastened it to my red leather collar was the last sound
of freedom I would know for 24 hours. The
collar would rub into my flesh all night long leaving welts that
would turn into bruises. I chose the heaviest dog box…I
say box, because it’s not a house, just a wooden box that
Lincoln the Bar Dog was chained to inside a tiny cul-de-sac where
sunbeams never found a place to call home. Strewn with broken
beer bottles from the long nights of torment, Lincoln, the black
lab lay in this very box for a year until that faithful day when
a cleaning lady would call me and profess that yes, Lincoln did
deserve much better than this.
So here I sat leaning against Lincoln’s dog box as Lincoln
is miles away living and loving his life with his new forever
family; my freedom for his. It’s not enough to bring
a speck of peace to my heart because there is always another
waiting for rescue and I want to save that one. I have
limitations and I hate them as much as I hate the apathy that
surrounds the constant chaining of dogs.
My husband raced up to tell me a storm is about to roll in. I
can see the dark clouds forming in the distance. The vendors
have packed up their wears in the knick of time. Suddenly, with
the sun still shining my daughter Michelle runs to me with an
umbrella. She announces, “This rain hurts!” just
as everyone else seeks shelter realizing it’s not rain,
but hail pounding down upon us. I hunkered in the dog box with
Heidi, a rescue that would be adopted before the end of the night.
At home I had been reading Uncle Tom’s Cabin as I am forever
finding truths lying between the covers of books concerning the
suffering of others. One thing is certain, no matter what
the argument the excuses are always the same; excuses of oppressors
trying to keep control of the oppressed. Whether it is a husband
proclaiming that his wife didn’t want to vote or work,
that she was happy taking care of the house or that slaves don’t
want to be free because they have everything they could want
under the care of the slaveholders. These defenses echo in my
head as I am reminded of the statements of dog chainers saying, “My
dog is happy on the end of a chain.” Trust me, I’ve
been there, the dogs are not happy.
To my left sat a friend on a chain attached to a doghouse that
provided the only shelter for a lab some 15 years of his life. I
tried to imagine the ghost dog forever chained and decided like
Uncle Tom, his spirit was elsewhere running free as the wind
in a place where no dogs suffer on the end of a chain or are
unloved. I tried to find solace in the fact that the dog’s
caretakers no longer chained any more dogs, the one they have
now lives in the house due to the education of Dogs Deserve Better.
I am blatantly crying for attention. “Do you see
me? Don’t just see me on the end of this chain start
seeing them! Start seeing chained dogs! They are everywhere and
they are suffering!” They don’t suffer for minutes,
or hours, but day after day with no end in sight. There
are no walks, there are not friendly pats on the head, and there
is nothing but constant boredom and territorial pacing. What
do you see when you look at me chained? A woman who must
really love dogs? I’m not. My dream is to spend my
time with my family and my own dogs instead of taking in all
the others. I don’t love dogs as much as I hate suffering. My
dream is for people to take good care of their own pets.
The afternoon wiles away and the crowd of friends and admirers
dissipate as evening rolls around. Light rain is here and
there. My friends are with me as is my family; for a while. Tammy
Grimes is at the head of all. She alone has the passion
and strength to hold everything together. She knows what
it is to be persecuted for her beliefs, yet she holds fast to
her convictions. We know that right will prevail in the
end and that we can’t lie down and let abusers win, ever. The
harder they push the stronger we stand. They can’t break
us, our hearts are not theirs to conquer; our hearts already
belong to the backyard dogs.
As day turns to night a light mist spreads through the air,
I take a bathroom break, there are restrooms behind the old grandstand
on the fairgrounds. As I’m leaving the restroom in
comes a steady, pounding rain. I’m reluctant to leave
the solid covering of the bathroom, but I don’t want to
be off the chain for more than a few minutes. I want to
be fair to the dogs that never get a break.
When I arrived back at my doghouse, everyone was sleeping or
holed up in their own doghouses. I abandoned Lincoln’s
dog box and moved to one with a little more coverage. I
was cold, wet and felt as if the night would never end.
The next morning the sun rose to reveal a ground littered with
wet, irritated people, still on the end of chains. Tammy
has paper towels flying everywhere. In the middle of the night
on her bathroom break she searched the grounds for cover and
came up with only a roll of brown paper towels. Desperate
times call for desperate measures! Rhonda Sims, our Southern
Gem is next to me and in her Southern accent she says, “We
went through hail for the dogs.” The pun was intended. Little
Jen, our Indiana friend was twisted like a question mark, sleeping
in an Igloo and Kim; she braved the storm all night long; the
others, each and every one of them unbearably beaten by the night’s
events. Some were chained too far away from me to get a
good look at them, but I know they had to be warn-down. There
was Gordon, my good friend and idol, always the trooper, wrapped
in a tarp while sleeping on the wet ground.
My throat was aching and my ears and head felt stuffed. Feeling
safer with all my comrades awake I crawled back into my doghouse
to catch up on some sleep. When I awoke I could hear laughter
outside. Oh Lord, Tammy’s talking about snoring… Did
someone mention a cow? I decided to sit tight for a bit…if
I was snoring and I’m really quiet now maybe they’d
forget about it by the time I came out. When the conversation
turned to something else, I came out of my doghouse. Tammy
is there, laughing about interviewing me while I was snoring. My
flight factor gone because of my chain I was forced to face my
nemesis and fight. “You are all a bunch of mean dogs!” I
said. I was still sleepy, my eyes all puffy and what does
Tammy do? She sticks that darn camera on me again!
Where was Susan with the coffee she promised us? We could
all have used a nice warm cup of coffee. Oh well, our family
and friends start to arrive and Susan! Oops! Forgot the coffee!
It’s ok; it’s time to take off our chains. With a
hooray and a single click it’s over! Now if we could only
do that for every dog in every backyard, with a hooray and click…the
world would be a much kinder place to live.
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